lol ive been blogging the other side i negleted my own blog lol anyway i muz realli sit back and think about my life and whether this change is reali gd or bad... lol.. tts all bb

woo i didnt know i can write such nice stories lol! but i don wanna blow up the matter so i shall not say anything bout it. LESSON LEARNT: Chinese can be fun! and those not taking chinese regret missing a nice show lol. end of story v shack cause got choir lol bb...

i passed auditions... wanted to talk bout the whole thing but nvr mnd... cause it involved sensitive issues to others... so nvr mnd... the onli thing i'll say is tt i wasnt suppose to get in i think... onli thing v little ppl have no balls to reach high notes, i was able to be not nervous, the j1s were marked down less strict than the j2s, martin went through wif me (and jian) b4 choir pract so everything seemed to be right for me lol... but i gotta endure this remaining less than 1 month b4 syf... and stop slacking... and get tt GWH =)... anyway im oso lucky cause most prob i not gg pataya so this is the onli major conpetition i can go...

actually i shall say the truth here lah wth... i got 2 trips i wanna go; pataya and korea... korea trip is a lot of shopping and touring and slacking and is not realli a study trip (if my sources are reliable)... on the other hand the pataya trip is wif choir... i don think we can play much there... and its nothing much to experience (in terms of the country) in my opinion... i will onli go there cause got frens there and for the testimonial lol... both sides got gd frens gg so its kinda even... costwise can use edusave and parents paying so doesnt realli matter... at thies point of time i couldnt decide cause both seem equally good... butden i asked my parents if i can go pataya they got STRONG objection cause wait i kena bombed -__-"... but its better to respect their decision cause if anything realli happen then a lot a lot of trouble... so i chose korea in the end... BUT suddenly, my parents say they MIGHT allow me to go pataya... but i already promise my classmates i going and i don wanna pung sae them cause i will cause a chain reaction... i don go dom wont go then i might cause all to not go lol... and choir oso is not confrimed so i shant take the risk... but NOW i realised midyear is last week of june... tt means tt korea trip i might not be able to go cause my parents will think tt i will have no time to study cause its b4 midyears... haha lets wait and see more things b4 considering...

1 more thing... i became damn mugger liaoz... and its not Peter Pan (PhiliP) aura lol... its juz somehow i feel i canunderstand and catch up... and i will... i plan to catch up wif all the chem by tmr for the test... then another subject next week and so on... haha lol... anyway time to go mug lez haha bb.. wad a long post in a long time...

hmm part time blogger le... haha nvr update daily though im online quite often...anyway everyday is long dayszzz so late end everyday zzz... but i am improving!!! i managed to concentrate and understand lessons!!! woot im gonna catch up and be a real smiling tiger hehehe... anyway choir...i hope i can get into syf... but i don have techniques!! zzz anyway i shant talk bout the story about me going to korea instead... cause my reasons are personal and bad i think... lol but its loyalty more important?... aiya i don know wad im toking myself either... anyway i dunno y some lame quote can be used for such a long time... "Eh di, can give me ur eraser, i lazy go buy", by gymboy... lol anyway i am immune to teasing and insults i guess...which is a gd characteristic to have in the presence of VS ppl HAHAHA... kk i gtg TRY do phy le...bb.

haha i have 0 mins left in my time quota given to me by my parents by the time i finish chatting and start to write this lol.. anyway was pissed off and i don wanna talk so bb. lol wth juz post for the fun of posting..

new com spoilt. old com spoilt too. now i using dad com but i cant use it 4eva.. haha so anyway life has been kinda boring for me... nothing interesting reali happened. especially when school ends at 630 plus plus on 4 days a week in a five day work week...and i gotta go on sats too lol... but the main thing is tt i feel troubled bout something lol. i wanna know if it is tt case cause if it is then i would have no hope then i can forget bout it but it doesnt seem so... and if it is not the case and i go for wad i want i will make an enemy in the process... if onli i can know their thoughts about the situation then i can make correct decisions... i regret lying bout something... but i wasnt realli lying... i was juz putting it veri veri indirectly... it has made me fell gd telling the person in the face but tt person don understand... haha so we can still be friends lol. will try to blog soon and will try to be online regularly soon...