2day... aiya lessons nothing significant... then after school i go church... haha soon all shall know wad i have done for my church... how bad i have been... anyway my church head become very strict... 90%... no paper on stage haha lol... anyway i met 2 ppl... 1 my cousin... coincidence... 2 taufiq o.O... he say i grew taller -.- lol maybe i did haha... anyway i gtg slp... getting sick from running in the rain le... haha bb

2day... hmmm math test they didnt collect... the chers say tt they give chance... yea right then mr patrick say they wont have time to mark cause posting out soon... haha or r they juz lazy??? haha nvr mnd.... then econs i got 2nd highest!!! woot lah it has totally changed my mind bout econs haha lolx... and i got m&n wrapper to add to my collection HAHA... then chem zzz... then chi... haha the whole of the other class pon tang lol... i think its 1 of the best chi teacher ive had... seriously i don think normal lessons do help in any thing at all lah... u teach me chym words i wont rmb them, or use them wrongly... the way my cher teach now... though slack lah but the part i like is tt he talks about real life things which is useful to our context most of the time haha lol... kk enuff bout him... then maths i saw light!!! haha lost 4 quite long then finally know a lot of things lol... (my church calls me here to ask for my birthday) then PE...zomg damn tiring... do all the funny things... lolz damn tiring... palm pain lolz... then choir was v special to me... or at least i realli hope so... so i did my best to sing out loud and help jwen 4 once... HAHA... but wif the kind of warm-ups we had ah... crack crack crack... zomg maloo myself onli zzz... lolz ...

life is full of risks...and many choices have to be based by weighing the risks... after weighing it, i think the version of the truth i want is not a realible 1... so i think i'll juz do all my hw(no link... lolz)...

2day there was a tk4a'06 outing... haha more like 3 small group outing together... onli 11 ppl turned up -.- lolz and every1 had a lot of other lame excuses... zzz wheres the spirit??? so the 11 of us went to pizza hut, and the gals shared a pan pizza... 7 ppl 1 pan pizza?!? lol...and the 4 guys had water... then the guys decided to go off cause damn sian... and 2 gals went off too using us as an excuse... haha lol... guys went mac to get shu tiao lol then go pp 10 floor pool... haha then 2 left so left me and hc... we went round pp see phone cause he wanted to get 1 haha but his criterias too strict so couldnt find a suitable 1 haha... anyway i think next week mj07s101pae outing would be more interesting... i hope... btw i met justin ong O.O... he changed soooo much... haha

zomg... i had a damn crazy nightmare... i dreamt recieved my posting and i got into siglap JC... were the heck is tt? wad does it mean? somehow the fact tt siglap jc does not exist didnt realli came to my mind in my dream... it was as though it existed and i was damn sad... but when i woke up i realised there is no such thing... maybe its time i stop thinking bout it...

2day some1 said my blog was chym...lol wtf? haha i guess so cause i speak v weirdly... hahas its cause i lied, then im covering it wif a bigger lie...and its getting too big... hahas anyway i will clear everything up when the time is right... anyway i went blog hopping 2day... and it was interesting/fun/informative... hahax i think i can put names to at least 5 more faces... and i made a lot of linkages between ppl... hahax some realli unexpected linkages... and i found some1's blog... who i know (i think) but don know about his/her past... who i hope i can folow tt person's path... though slightly painful but it would be hopefully betta for me in many ways...

the truth would be out 1 day...for it cant stay hidden foreva...

nothing much happened 2day. anyway i managed to get my music playey working!!! its at the bot of the page =)... yea there is onli 1 song cause i don think ppl will stay for more than the duration of 1 song lolx... tmr will be a long day...haix

titless

i wanna remove the title of my posts... cause i dunno wad to write -.-... anyway im getting dumber... i was talking to some1... asked smth... talk for 5 mins... then asked the same question... zomg m i getting old?... its like somehow i juz didnt rmb i asked tt qn until the person say didnt u ask 5 mins ago... then i go back up then rmb... lol maybe cause im getting double dose of songs to rmb... lolx... anyway i was talking...then he used some code to talk to me... then i said y dont u just say "IT"? its not like some1 will tap into our conversation... then he told me he used it cause there was some1 beside him... zomg luckily tt person is trustable (i hope), and she wont realli care bout it anyway (i think)... lolz... then i told some1 i gg offline to TRY do chem and i went......onli to go back online 10 mins later...lolz... its onli the beginning and im like zzz v shack... or maybe im spending too much time online...

should i change?...i feel like changing...i think i must change...i want to change...i will change...i will change for the better...i promise i will change...onli if that path i want is given to me...the change will occur as it is a must to survive in that challenging path i want...

choir

i went mj choir... lol...when jwen 1st saw me he asked smth which made me realli wonder y... but i think the ans is a safety net if i fail... lol anyway sectionals was erm...very fun i guess... the onli j1 -.-... and if i have told u about my situation... haha gg tenors lolz... then a fellow j1 came back to join our sectional... onli to slp -.-!!! i think jwen got put up a video on his blog... go see i got link him... anyway i think more ppl r being enlightened of the truth cause of my conversation wif some1... nvr mnd they will know sooner or later hahax... lol school was boring, will be boring tmr, and the day after... zzz... lol i will TRY my best to atempt my hw... i think i got chem maths econs... lolz so little and yet so reluctant hahax... and its the beginning... gg 2 me?

amnesia

lolz i dunno wads happening to me... i forget things so easily...smth i heard 10 secs ago get forgotten zomg... i thought i had a lot of things to blog but suddenly become brain dead in front of com lolz... anyway someone gave me the opportunity to pon school legally by giving me the rights to obtain an official medical certificate-.-... hahax but i dont want it cause i would rather suffer in school than suffer from being sick...zzz anyway i rested and its gone...i hope lolz... then i think i gained a lot of weight cause of all the food...zomg...and im veri heaty wif sore throat... hahax choir tmr? i think i'll juz pon or smth lolz...money wise i wanted to count but juz too lazy lolx... from the looks, i think it is thinner and lighter than last year...but maybe cause they giving single big note than few small notes...haha lolz... i had 2 other things but i forgotten what it is zzz lol im getting old... anyway i managed to put up my music player on my blog for those who didnt see it, at the bottom of my blog... but then the songs R not working LOL! hahax i'll try fix it some time soon when im free and not so sian...zzz

CNY

lolz i dunno wads happened to me this CNY... im like taking notice of all the minute things which has no link to cny lolx... i went to the temple in the morning and saw a lion dance performance...but i was looking at the drummer...he so skinny yet can hit so hard... adn he hits very accurately... there is a lot of marks made by his stick exactly at the centre of the drum...in a small circle of radius about 2cm... lol tts pro... then i realised i wasnt realli listening to the drum... it was more like feeling the drum than listening, cause its not the ears that respond but my whole body trembling each hit... then there was some part where the person hit to some rock beat... im not sure if it was the same beat but it realli sounded like the bass of some rock songs lol... then the lion "ate" the orange and threw the skin all over, and people scrambled over it -.- and the lion also arranged the orange to 4 numbers... 4D numbers? 2138... lol how do they get it??? i suppose its realli random hahax lolz... then i went to a relative's house... the fan was veri fast but the speed was 1!!! then i aaked them they say 1 is the fastest, 4 is the slowest -.-!!! lol funny world funny ppl... anyway i think i'll get a sore throat and become fat after CNY cause of all the things... lolz bb.

1st major accident on my phone T.T

i was changing the printer ink when it leaked...ON MY PHONE BUTTON... zomg and it juz went in like tt...so i dropped water on my phone into the button hole then dapped it out wif a piece of tissue... some ink went out and i dunno if there is still any inside... lol luckily my phone can still work and the ink was black so any remains cant realli be seen lolz...
its CNY tmr and i feel damn weird... nothing to do...too lazy to study...lazing around doesnt seem right... lolz... so im like onlie the whole day... i think i'll try smth and blog again later lolx...

double lives

i seem to be leading double lives lolz... onli some ppl know about both sides of me and they r the realli trustable ones who will keep their gap shut (i hope)...lolx... anyway i don mind both sides but given a choice i would rather choose the side of my life unknown to many frens... anyway march marks the point where i have the answer to my destiny... anyway i had a great time at the bbq juz now cause it was realli fun... 1stly, the most basic but often not present in a bbq is tt there is ENUFF FOOD... lolx... the activities were oso well planned (relative to other gathering ive been too lolz)... and i made new frens =D hahax lolz... anyway im looking forward to cya them soon =)

btw i had an angel and she did give smth...onli thing was tt the middleman couldnt find me so it came on thurs lolx... and i had a letter bak to her but i couldnt find the middleman and i dunno exactly who it is so it will be delayed...lolz

V day

lolz 2day was great!!! so many gifts... thank you every1... i wont talk bout all...onli the unique ones... hazel's expensive container leaked, but the jelly tasted nice =)... and i prefer the optical fibres than the flower itself lol... ms lim's gift was unexpected as not all the teachers gave us things...and my mortal gave me a big chocolate bar which must have cost a lot thx lynn =)... then i ponned mjc choir to go somewhere...although i don realli know them, they gave me so much!!! and i heard tt where i am now they did not have such a spirit... TTS Y I WANNA GO THERE INSTEAD OF where i am now =)... overall i recieved SEVEN chocolates bars... lolz but i'll try to resist to 1 per week, minusing the CNY week cause i don wan get sore throat and cant sing... lolz... i oso don want to be FAT so i'll have to resist...

special thanks to SRJW, kenny, oliver, sindhu, yizha, sophia and sissi for ur gift, though i dunno who u r -.-

anyway i am either angeless or juz tt my angel is some selfish loner...

When the truth i wanna hear is out, i would start anew, betraying my dissapointed frens for my other frens... but what if the truth is not what i wanna hear? then will i be left frenless???

not a blog

haha wad happened 2day i will not say cause i don want so many ppl to ask me funny things and it might cr8 unnecessary things... lol wtf...

anyway who is "-"??? can some1 help me check whose ip address is 218.212.186.27 ? thx...

hungry...

zomg...2day went out for dinner wif half of 07s101 ppl...lol meeting at 8 was already quite late...then they walk around for 1 hr ++ deciding wad to eat...in the end go cityhall...by then time 930 le then damn hungry...i forgot where we ate but the duck was super fat...i look at it can imagine how it goes into the heart and block the vessels...Eeee...zzz but richard ate it all =S...then we went round walk walk the went home...kinda boring outing lol...

im not taking dentistry le cause wat every1 say is true haha...

anyway i dunno if i took the correct path... i'll juz have to wait and see...

zzzz accidentally closed the window

walao my long post GONE... zzz lazy write again so to summarise wad i said my mortal's name is "... U ..." haha. realli her name got a 1 letter word U. blah blah blah nvr do hw...slpet whole day... and rumours 60% pass for el o lvl onli... tts all and bb

sp no more

lol i juz realised SP does not have Dentistry...it realli narrows down my choices for jae which is bad...but it is oso good as i don have to think so much...then i relaised tt onli NYP have dentistry o.O... i should be able to go in but ppl tell me that there not much of a future and i can onli be a small fry unless i go up to uni...then they say poly cannot reali go uni in dentistry course... so i went NUS webby to check and realised tt they have a new system letting ppl join uni dentistry course but have to go through an interview...they said tt these was open to a FEW slots...how many is a few??? anyway nyp is the onli poly offering dentistry among all the polys in spore and they have onli 20 places o.O... so if every info is true, then at least 2 of the 20 ppl can go uni!!! lol but i don think so... anyway im having second thoughts about being a dentist...muz i memorise all the body parts??? or onli the jaw??? lol. then oso do i realli enjoy taking it??? so many things to decide...anyway i'll see how my results is 1st b4 making any real choices...

thx for tagging to those who tag but... joel wtf? lol. lamer.
and to ZHUEN y nvr leave ur url? haha anyway i found ur blog... gd luck in ur knee recovery =)

edit: lol sry zhu en didnt know u left ur link lol