JC life too hectic...sry

2007-06-18T16:06:00.000+08:00

blog closed lol sry

2007-05-17T17:29:00.000+08:00

i shall update. lol. choir syf: gold wif hornours! choir concert: presentable. though i think we under performed. now no choir i feelin the withdrawl symptoms. lol. schoolwork: still catching up but handling well. there u go updated =)

2007-05-03T19:10:00.000+08:00

lol my blog dieded i think... i m too lazyto update.. anyway now is the chionging time for choir so i m too lazy to think wad to blog... bb cya soon -.-

2007-04-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

lol ive been blogging the other side i negleted my own blog lol anyway i muz realli sit back and think about my life and whether this change is reali gd or bad... lol.. tts all bb

2007-04-18T20:35:00.000+08:00

woo i didnt know i can write such nice stories lol! but i don wanna blow up the matter so i shall not say anything bout it. LESSON LEARNT: Chinese can be fun! and those not taking chinese regret missing a nice show lol. end of story v shack cause got choir lol bb...

2007-04-14T19:17:00.000+08:00

i passed auditions... wanted to talk bout the whole thing but nvr mnd... cause it involved sensitive issues to others... so nvr mnd... the onli thing i'll say is tt i wasnt suppose to get in i think... onli thing v little ppl have no balls to reach high notes, i was able to be not nervous, the j1s were marked down less strict than the j2s, martin went through wif me (and jian) b4 choir pract so everything seemed to be right for me lol... but i gotta endure this remaining less than 1 month b4 syf... and stop slacking... and get tt GWH =)... anyway im oso lucky cause most prob i not gg pataya so this is the onli major conpetition i can go...

actually i shall say the truth here lah wth... i got 2 trips i wanna go; pataya and korea... korea trip is a lot of shopping and touring and slacking and is not realli a study trip (if my sources are reliable)... on the other hand the pataya trip is wif choir... i don think we can play much there... and its nothing much to experience (in terms of the country) in my opinion... i will onli go there cause got frens there and for the testimonial lol... both sides got gd frens gg so its kinda even... costwise can use edusave and parents paying so doesnt realli matter... at thies point of time i couldnt decide cause both seem equally good... butden i asked my parents if i can go pataya they got STRONG objection cause wait i kena bombed -__-"... but its better to respect their decision cause if anything realli happen then a lot a lot of trouble... so i chose korea in the end... BUT suddenly, my parents say they MIGHT allow me to go pataya... but i already promise my classmates i going and i don wanna pung sae them cause i will cause a chain reaction... i don go dom wont go then i might cause all to not go lol... and choir oso is not confrimed so i shant take the risk... but NOW i realised midyear is last week of june... tt means tt korea trip i might not be able to go cause my parents will think tt i will have no time to study cause its b4 midyears... haha lets wait and see more things b4 considering...

1 more thing... i became damn mugger liaoz... and its not Peter Pan (PhiliP) aura lol... its juz somehow i feel i canunderstand and catch up... and i will... i plan to catch up wif all the chem by tmr for the test... then another subject next week and so on... haha lol... anyway time to go mug lez haha bb.. wad a long post in a long time...

2007-04-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

hmm part time blogger le... haha nvr update daily though im online quite often...anyway everyday is long dayszzz so late end everyday zzz... but i am improving!!! i managed to concentrate and understand lessons!!! woot im gonna catch up and be a real smiling tiger hehehe... anyway choir...i hope i can get into syf... but i don have techniques!! zzz anyway i shant talk bout the story about me going to korea instead... cause my reasons are personal and bad i think... lol but its loyalty more important?... aiya i don know wad im toking myself either... anyway i dunno y some lame quote can be used for such a long time... "Eh di, can give me ur eraser, i lazy go buy", by gymboy... lol anyway i am immune to teasing and insults i guess...which is a gd characteristic to have in the presence of VS ppl HAHAHA... kk i gtg TRY do phy le...bb.

2007-04-07T01:10:00.000+08:00

haha i have 0 mins left in my time quota given to me by my parents by the time i finish chatting and start to write this lol.. anyway was pissed off and i don wanna talk so bb. lol wth juz post for the fun of posting..

2007-04-01T16:57:00.000+08:00

new com spoilt. old com spoilt too. now i using dad com but i cant use it 4eva.. haha so anyway life has been kinda boring for me... nothing interesting reali happened. especially when school ends at 630 plus plus on 4 days a week in a five day work week...and i gotta go on sats too lol... but the main thing is tt i feel troubled bout something lol. i wanna know if it is tt case cause if it is then i would have no hope then i can forget bout it but it doesnt seem so... and if it is not the case and i go for wad i want i will make an enemy in the process... if onli i can know their thoughts about the situation then i can make correct decisions... i regret lying bout something... but i wasnt realli lying... i was juz putting it veri veri indirectly... it has made me fell gd telling the person in the face but tt person don understand... haha so we can still be friends lol. will try to blog soon and will try to be online regularly soon...

2007-03-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

haha i demote myself to a part time blogger le. 1stly cause the blogger sometimes got prob...zzz 2ndly no time/cant go online ... 3rd cause some ppl who i don wish come (its not i hate them but personal reasons...) and know too much about me which i don wan them too... haha i betta watch my words too... anyway wad was a gd point became bad... cause i didnt expect it to be seen by him/her and for him/her to care... i thought he/she would be same as me but haix... gtg bb

2007-03-18T19:37:00.000+08:00

haha my previous post didnt appear... i wonder if this post will appear... anyway nth much... camp was ok (i talked about it in my previous post tt nvr appeared...)... then hols was ok too...managed to study... then went to watch messanger on fri... not bad a show... horror movie turned comedy by me yak and some teenagers like us haha... and some ppl i went with freaked out... she spent half the time covering her face...tts $4 wasted lol... then sat was choir... overture was quite doable i guess...for tenor at leats...but we have problems combining... then SATURDAY NIGHT was the highlight =)... it was horny night... sops nothing nice except 4 kenny... his acting ROX... altos...zomfg totolly disgusted... basses and tenors had a good storyline... it was not 100% sick... more homourous than disgustingness... but i think the voting was veri unfair... from my point of view, the audience was more interested in the tenors performance than the bases... they laughed more and talked more about it... the bases on the other hand had lesser attention... so i guess the voting wasnt fair, and loyalty votes by seniors upseted the results lol... anyway 2day is sun and im trying to read through some subjects... but somehow im at my com blogging -.- lol...haha tmr school start le... there goes honeymoon...

2007-03-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

lolz lazy and forgot wad to write le... mtr is camo gtg slp early. fullstop bye cya soon

2007-03-03T21:32:00.004+08:00

2day... orientation... wasnt fun...boring as compared to mj... but i guess all O2 is more boring since they make it in a hurry and its j1s =X lol... so i juz left early wif choir mates... haha lol so i will stumble wif the mass dance tmr lol... anyway now tt im accepted into vj... i WILL TRY MY BEST to change... seriously... a lot of things... i even have a long list... and i think i will be able too... cause its for my benefit... i spent about an hr plus thinking... and wrote down all the things i wanted to change blah blah... it was a long long list lol... big things like starting to do my hw... and small things like small bad habits... i will take more notice... anyway i lazy to write bout more... bb

2007-03-03T21:32:00.003+08:00

to all... the truth is tt...i have appealed to vj a long time ago... and i pon tang choir to go to my "church" choir, which is actually vj choir practices... so yea tts y ive been acting weirdly and differently... sometimes i gtg early... blah blah blah... so now im in vj =) yea the pros of vj: if i walk to school and back, i can save 160 cents a day... blah blah u do the calculations... then i oso don nid to buy uniform... which is like 50 plus... ok the point is tt i can save a lot of money(though its actually my parents paying)... and yea i like the spirit in vj too... its more frenly...i think... lol 2day morning wake up at 8, see posting is mj, then go vj at 9, wait for the teacher to give transfer form till 11, then go mj at 12, then go bak vj at 1, go tk at 2, go PP at 3, left PP at 4, go home then mj at 5, then kena TAU POKED...zzz i wanted to leave... then i stand at the door... then jy pull me down to the floor... then zzz... bleh felt like blood kena squeezed to my brian... haha THX A LOT... lol then went kofu eat the duck rice... 4 of us went... A buy then left... B buy then left without paying... then i buy then the hawker say u paying for how many... then i say 1...then he ask then who paying for B, then i realised he nvr pay so i say i pay for him... so i gave 10 dollars and got back 7 dollars... haha so B left without paying haha... anyway im back home... lolz i forgot wad else i wanna write so bb =)

2007-03-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

ze i not blaming u... it was juz a random assumption... lol... haha anyway i hope they r all saying the truth... i realli do... about wads gonna happen tmr... i will update u when i settle everything... gonna slp to escape from the nervousness...

2007-03-03T21:32:00.001+08:00

im happy 4 my bro... he did well =)... but it suddenly struct me... he has done well... and so must i... its not the pressure i put on myself... its juz tt every1 will have high expectations of me... especially if i go his school... the teachers will know him... and will link me to him.. thanks to our unique surname... zzz... but i do hold high expectations for myself too... i wanna be a dentist... but... the nus course for dentistry is a wooping $82120... but then cause i have to surve ns since im a singaporean, i get to save 64k!!! lol but tts if i can qualify for it accademically... and pass the interview... and hand stability test... zzz ... lol or i might follo my auntie's and bro's footstep... to go do teaching... i dont mind... but i rather put a perfect smile on a person's face than teaching... teaching is hard.. especially when u encounter students like ME... wahahaha ... lol! anyway i think im juz putting a lot of stress on myself... haiz... guess i shall go slp so tt i can forget all these stress..misery...everything... floating in the white version of outer space...

2007-03-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

haha 2day some ppl know... my class choir ppl know... jw know... then i told ze... but didnt know he go say so loud... zzz .... i bet if he didnt say no1 will realise... lol so i sang for neither... and recorded both again... haha i do have enuff space...onli because the quality is lousy... lol ... then the comparison is very clear... the 3 ranks... lolz... 5 hrs haha not bad... tiring but its gd tt i went in the morning... cause my mj practice is my warmup for the "church" choir haha... then i could reach the high notes comfortably... lol... anyway i got 2 weeks to memorise the songs if i wanna join syf... haha but my memory sux... and i don have a keyboard!!! lol i trying my best using the recordings... haha hopefully i can go cause i think it'll be a great experience... anyway 2day tmr mon and tues should be v free... so i trying my best to learn haha... lolz... but i guess 5 hrs is maore than enuff for me le... (WOW 8 diff ppl juz signed in 1 by 1 lol) anyway wtf i forgot wat i wanted to say... cause sum1 talked to me... and my dad wanna use the com... haha guess i'll write tmr or lata... see how 1st bah...

2007-02-27T21:30:00.001+08:00

2day... aiya lessons nothing significant... then after school i go church... haha soon all shall know wad i have done for my church... how bad i have been... anyway my church head become very strict... 90%... no paper on stage haha lol... anyway i met 2 ppl... 1 my cousin... coincidence... 2 taufiq o.O... he say i grew taller -.- lol maybe i did haha... anyway i gtg slp... getting sick from running in the rain le... haha bb

2007-02-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

2day... hmmm math test they didnt collect... the chers say tt they give chance... yea right then mr patrick say they wont have time to mark cause posting out soon... haha or r they juz lazy??? haha nvr mnd.... then econs i got 2nd highest!!! woot lah it has totally changed my mind bout econs haha lolx... and i got m&n wrapper to add to my collection HAHA... then chem zzz... then chi... haha the whole of the other class pon tang lol... i think its 1 of the best chi teacher ive had... seriously i don think normal lessons do help in any thing at all lah... u teach me chym words i wont rmb them, or use them wrongly... the way my cher teach now... though slack lah but the part i like is tt he talks about real life things which is useful to our context most of the time haha lol... kk enuff bout him... then maths i saw light!!! haha lost 4 quite long then finally know a lot of things lol... (my church calls me here to ask for my birthday) then PE...zomg damn tiring... do all the funny things... lolz damn tiring... palm pain lolz... then choir was v special to me... or at least i realli hope so... so i did my best to sing out loud and help jwen 4 once... HAHA... but wif the kind of warm-ups we had ah... crack crack crack... zomg maloo myself onli zzz... lolz ...

life is full of risks...and many choices have to be based by weighing the risks... after weighing it, i think the version of the truth i want is not a realible 1... so i think i'll juz do all my hw(no link... lolz)...

2007-02-24T22:18:00.002+08:00

2day there was a tk4a'06 outing... haha more like 3 small group outing together... onli 11 ppl turned up -.- lolz and every1 had a lot of other lame excuses... zzz wheres the spirit??? so the 11 of us went to pizza hut, and the gals shared a pan pizza... 7 ppl 1 pan pizza?!? lol...and the 4 guys had water... then the guys decided to go off cause damn sian... and 2 gals went off too using us as an excuse... haha lol... guys went mac to get shu tiao lol then go pp 10 floor pool... haha then 2 left so left me and hc... we went round pp see phone cause he wanted to get 1 haha but his criterias too strict so couldnt find a suitable 1 haha... anyway i think next week mj07s101pae outing would be more interesting... i hope... btw i met justin ong O.O... he changed soooo much... haha

2007-02-24T22:18:00.001+08:00

zomg... i had a damn crazy nightmare... i dreamt recieved my posting and i got into siglap JC... were the heck is tt? wad does it mean? somehow the fact tt siglap jc does not exist didnt realli came to my mind in my dream... it was as though it existed and i was damn sad... but when i woke up i realised there is no such thing... maybe its time i stop thinking bout it...

2007-02-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

2day some1 said my blog was chym...lol wtf? haha i guess so cause i speak v weirdly... hahas its cause i lied, then im covering it wif a bigger lie...and its getting too big... hahas anyway i will clear everything up when the time is right... anyway i went blog hopping 2day... and it was interesting/fun/informative... hahax i think i can put names to at least 5 more faces... and i made a lot of linkages between ppl... hahax some realli unexpected linkages... and i found some1's blog... who i know (i think) but don know about his/her past... who i hope i can folow tt person's path... though slightly painful but it would be hopefully betta for me in many ways...

the truth would be out 1 day...for it cant stay hidden foreva...

2007-02-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

nothing much happened 2day. anyway i managed to get my music playey working!!! its at the bot of the page =)... yea there is onli 1 song cause i don think ppl will stay for more than the duration of 1 song lolx... tmr will be a long day...haix

titless

2007-02-21T19:24:00.001+08:00

i wanna remove the title of my posts... cause i dunno wad to write -.-... anyway im getting dumber... i was talking to some1... asked smth... talk for 5 mins... then asked the same question... zomg m i getting old?... its like somehow i juz didnt rmb i asked tt qn until the person say didnt u ask 5 mins ago... then i go back up then rmb... lol maybe cause im getting double dose of songs to rmb... lolx... anyway i was talking...then he used some code to talk to me... then i said y dont u just say "IT"? its not like some1 will tap into our conversation... then he told me he used it cause there was some1 beside him... zomg luckily tt person is trustable (i hope), and she wont realli care bout it anyway (i think)... lolz... then i told some1 i gg offline to TRY do chem and i went......onli to go back online 10 mins later...lolz... its onli the beginning and im like zzz v shack... or maybe im spending too much time online...

should i change?...i feel like changing...i think i must change...i want to change...i will change...i will change for the better...i promise i will change...onli if that path i want is given to me...the change will occur as it is a must to survive in that challenging path i want...

choir

2007-02-21T19:24:00.000+08:00

i went mj choir... lol...when jwen 1st saw me he asked smth which made me realli wonder y... but i think the ans is a safety net if i fail... lol anyway sectionals was erm...very fun i guess... the onli j1 -.-... and if i have told u about my situation... haha gg tenors lolz... then a fellow j1 came back to join our sectional... onli to slp -.-!!! i think jwen got put up a video on his blog... go see i got link him... anyway i think more ppl r being enlightened of the truth cause of my conversation wif some1... nvr mnd they will know sooner or later hahax... lol school was boring, will be boring tmr, and the day after... zzz... lol i will TRY my best to atempt my hw... i think i got chem maths econs... lolz so little and yet so reluctant hahax... and its the beginning... gg 2 me?